Friday, October 20, 2006
Evil Me Not
I have always thought I was evil. I always seem to categorize myself as a non-nice person because of my directness and honesty with the people I deal with. Sure, I am very understanding and grateful most of the time. BUT, when I don't like a person, I really do not bother. Although, as I said before, it takes special talent to annoy me, still, I could be more understanding. That was the reason why, even though I believed in God, I never asked for much thinking I did not deserve to get what I hoped for.
But last Thursday, I prayed about something and I got it in bits and pieces. Of course, whenever I do pray it's not like I pray for a car or a million dollars. It is more transcendent than that.
To bottomline this story, I realized that maybe I am not evil after all. That maybe someone up there actually sees the good in me. :)
Funny how we always seem to put ourselves down.
4 comments:
I will never thought you see yourself as evil You are toooo sweeetttttttttt!!!!!
But I agree..It is nice when smth you wish for is actually becoming reality.
Kisses from Leuven,
Nico
PS: Bte, you know Kim who is in the MC is working also for InBev? It's a small world:)
How "close" are we to God?
I think God is always close to us.
It's just we that sometimes "try" to run away from Him.
with smile,
ali
You're not evil. And Tuure is not in Finland. :)
-Tomi
You're the least evil person I know.
I miss you Ekay. I really do.
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