Thursday, January 11, 2007
Negative Energy Not
Yesterday, I had a very life-changing discussion with Christopher Evatt. The main objective of the meeting was to help clarify my business plans and the next steps regarding that. As an added bonus, however, I had a very interesting chat about well-being with him.
I wanted to find out WHY? Why is it that inspite of all the good karma I am trying to build, so much bad energy seem to be hounding me. I really did not get it. To so many people, who I am and what I do is inspiring. Yet, there are days when I wish I would play the role of "the inspired one" rather than "the inspiring one."
Why are people inspired by me? What did I do right to deserve that kind of distinction? Apparently, by being who I am and by breaking down my barriers, I allow people to trust that they need not be perfect.
However, because of my level of honesty and non-pretension, I have opened myself up to both the good and the bad. Therefore, I can attract both positive and negative energy. I have been naive and believed that if I break down my barriers, I will live a very peaceful life -- free of pain and worries. While it is true that breaking down my barriers was indeed a rewarding experience, I did not shield myself from the possibility that I will absorb other people's negative vibes. Maybe in a sense, my biggest flaw of trusting people too much have affected me once more. This time, I trusted that everyone saw life as a blessing and that they will share this positive energy with me. What happened however was that people were more willing to transmit the negative and since I was not aware that the negative energy can actually envelope me, I have not found a way to protect myself from its wrathful and often self-delibitating attack.
It made perfect sense! The reason I seem to still feel and experience so much bad things inspite of my optimism and gratitude is because I have not consciously found a way to preserve the positive in order to protect myself from the negative! :)
So from now on dearest friends and family, I am consciously implementing methods so that I can deflect all bad energy from people around me. :) Ha! Life is good.
2 comments:
That's a very interesting topic you brought up! Here's a few ideas based on my understanding and experience.
Opening up, closing down, deflecting, absorbing... None of these (can) really distinguish between the types of energy. By deflecting negative energy you will inevitably end up deflecting also positive energy. In return I offer two suggestions.
Setting up temporary barriers - By doing this you can adjust the amount of energy that comes through to a level that you're comfortable with for now (see below).
Learning to transmute the energy - Okay, this sounds a bit New Agey, but the idea is that through certain pratices you can learn how to handle the energy flow, to become transparent to it. Hurts more but bothers you less.
-Janne
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