Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Sorting It All Out
My life is getting sorted out one problem at a time. Thank God for all the answered prayers. After a long time, I finally admitted that there are certain things I could not solve and that I just needed to trust and have faith. Once again, I was reminded of my humanity and how I should always welcome His energy into my well-being rather than forcing my own.
Right now, there are still a few loose strings that need to be tied. They all have to do with mending and improving relationships. I must admit that there are things that I take too personally. That is one fault I need to improve. Sometimes, my reason is lost in a swarm of stupidity. Then again, I am also human and I cannot really deny how I feel at certain points. The consequence, however, is that there are certain relationships that either remain static or develop into frantic. In both cases, the relationships spiral into a loop of non-improvement.
The point? I don't know really. I do know that I need to learn how to communicate better - to listen as well as to speak. I also need to learn to handle rejection and failure better. I also need to break my walls down even further so that I allow more good people into my life.
There is still a lot to learn. There is still a lot to improve. That's the reason why I am still alive. :)
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Special thanks to Papa, Tito Willie, Tita Corsky, Tita Peachy, Manang, Tita Becky and Tito Dodie, Tito Levi and Tito Gina, Tito Darling and Michael, Tito Efren, Tito Chito,Tito Ernie, Tito Elsa, Lola Inang, Tito Emil, Tita Rebecca, Tito Lito, Ate Nikka, Tita Aida, But, Rico, Miguel, Alda and Dong for the help extended to me these weeks. You made me very happy and feel blessed.
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Trust and faith are two things that you should never lose. And don't worry, we all get confused sometimes... then we wait for a signal...
I hope everything works out for the best =)
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