Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Blih, Blah, Bloh - Random Oh!
Blih, blah, bloh - Erica´s random thoughts 101
I feel good today. I have no reason why exactly, I just do. I did not really believe I would feel good today when I woke up since I was in a frustrated mood this morning because so far my living space has been a mess. I am still living on the couch of the MC flat until of course I have the right to move in my new room. Do not get me wrong. I am extremely, 101% thankful that the MC people allowed me to live there for two months. My current and future housemates have been very kind and understanding! I don´t think I deserve their kindness actually. :-/ It is just that I have too many things. :( So basically, my stress comes from my own doing! Haha! Suprised not, eh?! Imagine I have more than 40 pairs of shoes, almost 70 kilos of clothes, etc. In short, I almost have a mini-mall. Hehe. :)
Anywho, I am in a better mood now and I credit the sudden change of mood to prayer and meditation. All I had to do was to: (1) Acknowledge I was frustrated; (2) Believe that I can do something about my day; (3) Pray for the proper disposition. VOILA! Bad mood turned good in no time. :)
Right now, I am busy looking for suppliers for my dolls still. :) I am also researching more on marketing so I can do my job for Aaba well. :) I am also on this mega-life detoxification programme. I am consciously getting rid of all physical and emotional toxins I have.
How do I detoxify? First, I have promised to abstain from all junk food and chocolates for a long time. There is no deadline actually. The thing is my body has been complaining to me since I have been eating SO MUCH junk these past two months after almost half a year of not eating those stuff. I know I will probably have withdrawal symptoms, but I got to do this if I want to remain healthy in the future.
Emotionally, I have chosen to take time off for myself. I mean, I still love my friends, but I just realized it has been a long time since I just enjoyed being alone and having a free schedule. It was quite selfish what I did, in all honesty. But sometimes, being able to admit to yourself that you need time alone is the only way you can enjoy other people´s company again. :)
Spiritually, I have been renewing my faith everyday in ways that are too personal for me to share online. In any case, this aspect has been also quite good for my once-battered soul.
Blih, blah, bloh - Random thoughts entry closed. :)
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