Thursday, August 30, 2007
I am Mad!
For the longest time, I have been keeping to myself my anger towards a person whom I felt has done me wrong. I tried to forgive, forget, move on and be at peace. However, as of two weeks ago, I have officially declared to that person that yes, I am indeed angry at him for what he said and did. I am angry for making me feel like I am not a good person. I am angry for the lack of understanding. I am angry for making me feel like I am a bad person. Yes, I had my struggles but NO ONE and I mean NO ONE has the right to treat me like I am a scum.
So why am I blogging about it? TO COME CLEAN. I have suffered too much and I have allowed my other relationships to suffer as well because of this anger. I am slowly and surely recovering from this "madness" (hehe) and the only way I see doing that is by being upfront about it.
One day at a time right? :)
2 comments:
I can related to this one of your too. In the recent past I had a strong experience similar to what you describe, and when you do it it feels like a huge amount of weight is off your shoulders.
I will do it again tonight... wish me luck.
Good luck Maria! I hope we both become better people out of this.
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